hoping...

grr! why can't we be together. all i wanna do is be with him. i think about him everyday and it's like all the love for eachother is here but we can't cause he has issues. i feel like screaming man its soo...idk. i love being friends but i really wanna be soo much more. but i dont wanna make him do anything he doesn't wanna but i really wanna. time is slipping away. i just want him to know i can be there for him and be whatever he needs i mean i try to be anyway. but grr anyway. i'll just keep hoping something will happen. :)