personal...

the past week has been okay. just barely getting by tho. everytime i think abt it i sink a little more inside and not thinkin abt whats happened is the hard part. it's like theres no escaping the feeling thats been placed on me. like in the middle of the nite in bed just thinkin to mself thats when i drown my pilllow in tears. so.... i just feel bothered by everything i cant really believe somethings that happen to me cas i feel strongly that i didnt deserve what happened.. nobody deserves to be heartbroken. and it was just wrong on so many levels i feel completely torn up abt it. every single day is a new day and with time, everyday i will be stronger and i wont have to worry abt this as much. but it still really hurts.