venting?

mannnn im so sick and tired of the bullshit he puts me through. everyday it's something new. and he has the nerve to call me insane? call me crazy? hunny im not crazy but if thats what he wants from me i'll show him crazy. hell, ill show him a psycho chick..... and what i dont understand is after four years i couldn't get shit from him. but you just met some fuckin body and you gave her the worl. you give her all of you. for what? what makes her soo different? call me jelous all you want cas i dont givva shit. wanna know why? cas i am. i dont care. he giving her all that i neveer had and all that i could never get. shit makes no sense at all. then he got da nerve to tell me about the bitch like supposed to care? news flash i dnt givva fuck. you left me to be with her and then you know it hurts it HURTS, why the fuck are you telling me about her like i wanna know? i dont givva fuck abt her. if she died i wouldnt giva a fuck. i just wouldnt. but about him i do. but i shouldnt. he doesnt deserve me in his life.... why theeee fuck? ohhhhhh im so angry im sooo sooo angry. hah. this not even funny. cas im so tired of this shit i swear.